Friday, May 29, 2009

Shalom

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So this year, I was in the ReDefine Reality track, quite different from the Leadership Team track, where I learned a lot about who God made me to be, how to work well on a team, and about Christian leadership in general. In ReDefine Reality, we started off with a bunch of simulations (which are always fun and stimulating) to acknowledge that there is a lot of brokenness in the world and that some people are just born into it. We also talked a lot about God's original plan and how the world looked before the mess. Spending time in Genesis really showed me how messy we made God's creation and that we can't do anything to restore shalom, thus God sends Jesus to enter the mess. I've heard all this before and to be honest, I was getting pretty tired at this point and really wanted to get to the application part of the track. Before that happened, God showed me how much I need to be humbled. During quiet time, I realized how easy it was to get caught up in the acts of social justice and to lose sight of why I was doing it in the first place (like the disciples in Matthew 26 and Mark 14). I am not perfect. I am part of what makes this world messy! And despite all of that, God still blesses me with gifts and "power" that can be used to give others a hand up and not just a handout. Using the power that we have as college students can help restore shalom in this broken world.

From this track, I now have a better idea of what it means for me to use the "talents" God has given me. I need to continue to pray for humility so that I will not be judging my brothers and sisters (in CMU and in NY) as I encourage them to care more about social justice. And while I am here in NY for the summer, I am hoping to connect to a Homeless Ministry. I was able to get a few names over winter break, but never got a chance to visit.

So if you're in NY and would like to join me in my quest to serve God's city, holler!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

you don't love me? WOW. whatever.

05/29/09 - Found this post un-posted!

Twas a terrific day today. Took foreverrrr to get the charcoal going (many thanks to Snewby's cousin), but the corn was still deliciousss. Finally went to the Andy Warhol Museum.. during happy hour. hahaha. Random middle-aged women there. The free Shirley Temples were tasty :)
Man, that Andy Warhol was quite a character.

OXIDATION!!! and pee?
Ten Punching Bags
Skulls. omnomnomnom
Disaster
Dennis Leondard Dean - I've never seen a person wearing as much Jesus as this guy did.
Peggy Wilson(?) - Sweetest little lady. Her sense of humor is amazing.

I pray that Dennis and Peggy can find healing and forgiveness in their heart from the hurt they've experienced from other people. Why are people so mean?

Saturday, May 9, 2009

kaZAM!


One of my favorites, probably because I can empathize with Calvin a lot here. Random outbursts often happen to me, and whenever my parental units threaten me with "something to do," I get frustrated and end up by myself with my thoughts. Intimidating and scary... the thoughts that I try to avoid. When I have a lot of thoughts, it's easier for me to avoid all of them all together, but I end up getting bitter, impatient, exhausted, and unmotivated, not to mention, distant from God. Maybe this blog thing can help get my thoughts physically sorted.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

-
Reinhold Niebuhr-

Friday, May 8, 2009

dwight.













i forgot to pack away my dwight
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i will be home in t-minus 10 hours. CRAZY!!! i could go for some chocolate chip ice cream.

to do:
watch curse of the golden flower - report back to claudelle
uno lab report
figure out how to get to the airport from either downtown or the south side