As I wait, I will continue to worship You.


Thanks for the good reminders :)

torn

I'm so torn between Pittsburgh and New York. Not even Pittsburgh, but the South Side and New York. I can't explain why I'm starting to love the South Side. So, if you ask, I'd probably say something vague. This scares me a little. I have 1.5 years left before I graduate and I hate thinking about the future because it's really up to God, but I can't help it. I'm starting to compare Pittsburgh and NY in my head.

I've missed New York. I was hoping I'd return to friends eager to explore something new in the city with me. Because this is such a huge city, there's always something new to see. But that mindset seem to have faded. I should be happy with simply just seeing my friends. I am happy. I just wish we still had that high school attitude. Who cares if it doesn't seem practical to go all the out to the city only to come back? We never cared about practicality, time, money (sometimes it was bad) before. All that mattered was that we were enjoying each other's company, exploring new things together. Why is everyone so quick to "grow up"? Maybe I'm being selfish. Maybe it's just being at home for a few days... no time to transition. But why should I have to transition? Transition is only needed if people have changed. Maybe I've changed.

"Kurt, lemme cut it!"

two-faced
trespassing
cheated
trust
broken
trust
frustration
torn

forgiveness

I know that wherever you are, you are with God. So, I should not be this worried.

Brandt Russo

"It's when I stopped having expectations of people was when I started seeing changes in them."

"If you have anything, there is a purpose for it."

"The best way to honor your mother and father is to honor the One who made them."

How do you give up something you feel God has blessed you with? How do you know if it is what God is calling you to give up? What does it mean to give it up? I'm tired of getting dragged from one end of the spectrum to the other. God, what do you want from me? I don't think I'm getting anywhere. I still have the same questions and problems from freshmen year. I wish I could be more persistent.

Happy Birthday Kansas City Tim!

Dear Tim,

I’m really glad you’ve found a place in Hot Metal Bridge Faith Community. I pray that this community will be a place where you can continue to grow spiritually and spread the joy the Lord has blessed you with to others. I was so encouraged when you were excited to bring your Bible to church. Continue to have that passion. As much as it is a blessing to you, it’s even more of a blessing to others. Thank you!

In Christ,
Amanda Low